HOHO I AM BAC POSTING!!!!!!!!

Juz having de thinking of tis sentence "WHAT IS PAST IS PAST"

Mayb i over confidence abt my bball skill as i todae doing my "exercise"(bball) we plying a match wif jason and i noe jason skill is gd bt i don expect his fren to be very pro or shuld i put juz normal and our team mi n hing ask 1 more tall(jump can pull ring) person join us and i dam confidence sure win...though ACC de ring is abit low and i nt used to it due to too long didn ply dere aft my hand dislocated we ply and their speed is fast for mi NW and when i guard them. . .

A phobia in my heart activated and i was lik fking nub and coward and afraid due to de injury of my hand!!!!!!!! GOD DAM IT i am REALLY REALLY sad abt my hand dislocating 4 time and i noe bball is a NO! for my sport/hobby...

Mayb some of u guys will juz confront mi saeing tt its juz a sport can chose others,hands is more impt den anything lik a sport...

READERS! I believe tt u all did watch drama b4 lik MY MVP Valentine...as ppl sae life is juz lik a drama which i agree! why de actor injure still wan force himself to ply de match and wanted to win its becos of de effort he put into de sport,de sprit,de interest and de love in de sport which cant stop him from risking to ply a wonderful match!

De sentence really gib mi de description of my life...my fame from bball,game.My healthy and strong body.My love experience.My mistake made last time.ETC... are all GONE!!!!!! Wad i shuld face is tt i am no longer lik lastime,no longer some1 tt can judge any1 bball skill bt to remain as a coward and useless 1 handed bballer...I shuld learn to face FACTS from nw on mayb i am really too naive....

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