BOO!!!!!!!! I am back posting again!!!!!!!
Sorry for not updating as i am very lazy to login X_X bt juz so suddenly wanted to post something lolz

Recently dono isit due to i too free or my brain suddenly want reverse time...i suddenly recall those memories i had b4...no doubt its a gd want or bad want all suddenly come back to my mind a little by a little...haix...mayb after li jia told mi abt their dicussion abt mi den i start to think of it ba...

Another issue come across my mind is tt my FUTURE!!! Tt dae when my cousin on de way to jalan bahar for his ns report i asked him abt wad he gg to do aft ns life,he reply mi as though he ard plan for his future...tis few daes tot of wad i want in my life next time lik for e.g my wedding ceremony,car,hus,etc... i noe its abit too early for many of u all will think bt to mi its nt early anymore...a person reached 18 muz start to plan for their future already,mayb nt a full plan or a plan tt u muz go n do bt briefly a plan so when steping into de society u won get loss of wad to do next... i really thinkin wad can i do for my future so my family will haf a beta living and also i can fulfill my plan of things i wan in my life time...

Relationship issue to mi i can onli sae i am nt ready yet even for a crush...For nw i appreciate my fren around mi as i really glan i haf such a bunch of wonderful frens around mi...I dono shuld i ddecribe tis as phobia or recovering state becos i really cant imagine of mi hafing another crush wif another gal nw!!! Of cos nt due to my homos changed and become gay bt its de confidence of accepting a start of relationship with some1 i admire...

I know i can persuade ppl of wad to do in life so nt to get sad over with bt if its bac to myself i am juz lik a tortise so coward lik dono wad...i cant denied de fact tt i am scare of rejection/failure...so i guess holidays and working will kip mi from all this mind issue... Sorry to those i cant meet up with and go out with...

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