Hey Hey yoyo i noe alot ppl miss my blog alot cos ddn update Lolz actually gt alot thing to sae de bt i lazy login ya? ahahahax

Juz few daes ago bring ys,vin,joel go interview for yts as mark as mi help for event in isetan so i agree as i haven find any job yet...Den station at isetan for wkend how shuld i sae? Isetan is a place for mi to learn to endure and use a smile to 4get anger.De supervisor dere is well known somemore previous promoter dissapoint her so she kip a very close eye on mi...haix...i really stress wking dere bt no choice juz endure ba...ys wk in de wkend too hahax at least some1 to pei mi XD...nwadaes also lazy go sch sometime overslp so didn go Lolx i shuld changed le if nt really waste my yr in ite X_X

Sometime when i am alone goin another place,i start to think of things,more on past thingy...for some will noe wad i mean...i really dono wad to do sia can honestly said i am really sad...or shuld i sae really alone...Haix using joke and hobbies and gg out really help!Bt... its juz temporaly...haix mayb wad ys said was rite at least also nid tak 4mth to recover...

Anw i am planing for my 18th b'dae and decided to haf a celebration on 31st july and 1st august as my b;dae fall on a weds so i bring forward...on 31st july will invited all my familys,wking mate,ex-secondary sch fren those class 3C buddy,on 1st of august will invite my retained classmate,ite fren and game fren..hahax if all free its gonna b fun cos will haf alot of ppl hehex..

My god-mum came to my hus at last sat and help to paint my hus Omg i am so touch hahax my hus nw realy brighten out which make de hus more alife i guess XD! I really love my family cos whenever i gt problem,they will really help mi n be dere for mi lik some of my buddy,best fren,bro n sis...i really appreciate them especially when i really all alone...

Nowadays saw some friend got crush on some girls and some already be together...and some are surprise that i have no girl to go after or is still single which i don't understand,maybe last time i don't mind to have a short relatonship which i do have before so i will have crush with no whole hearted feeling de...but for now...i really hope to have a stable relatonship that can last...i envy those who go after a girl whole hearted and those be together which they really do love each other...i just loss mine on a randomly way...although i know i can just ignore it and continue but i am really tired!I tried to go after her for around 2Year + and try to give up in many ways but i juz can't.Treated mi as a best friend was her thinking onli as how can accept a gal whch i love so deep to b juz a best friend?sry bt i juz cant do it.For now if some ask mi do i still have feeling for her i can answer i don't know cos i am really tired...Mayb she will think i hafing a gf how can i sae i still love her but hafng a gf is to try and 4gt her and mayb if its wking i can gib up on her but end up i find out tt it won work...Or when i really wan last wif a random gal,de gal brk cos she feel its nt rite feeling...Haix anw its past and i dono how is she being doin but i also won find her cos i am afraid to fall for her again...de feeling of mi nw is living wif a bandage around my heart as a sword juz been taken out from a deep stab...

So dear readers,cherish de 1 u love if u both are together now and for those who is being confess by another gender,can consider seriously if u both are suit or isit ur type den c if can accept him/her as being love is always beta den loving ppl,and lastly to those who are going aft some1 u love and didn get a respond,try let him or her c ur good side,let his or her noe tt u are trueful to him or her and if realy cant b together,i hope u wont learn my old way wait till 2 yr + or longer den gib up bt mayb look for another gal that really suit u,cos force is no meaning in love,if u already did ur best for him or her is already enough cos she know le onli mayb really don haf de feel to be with you...haix...love....is really a funni thingy...

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